Every now and then ..

..I think "prayers" bestowed out of "concern" cleverly conceal 
a hidden intent of manipulation and control. I'm not ungrateful, just a tad leery.

...I wonder about motives especially when they’re under the guise of goodwill.

…I wonder why people rarely say exactly what they want...
I'll admit I’m guilty of this at times.

...I can't help but think some "suggestions" are a passive-aggressive way of saying I'm flawed in some way. Cookie cutter I'm not, so deal with it. While my intentions are genuinely good 98.8% of the time, sometimes they’re misunderstood. Not a good feeling, but I realize it takes a willingness to communicate to correct or clarify a situation. Lesson learned for the umpteenth time.

...I find it interesting how my darkest days were filled with isolation and the need for a compassionate listening ear yet the phone rarely buzzed. Unsolicited advice and offers to "help" abound when not needed though. Perhaps that says more about me than anyone else.

My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going 
through a period of irreconcilable differences.

12 love for me ..:

Scribbling Girl said...

I can relate this....happens with me too....and those dark days...shucks.....>:D< u need this love :)

WarmSunshine said...

i was thinking of penning something quite similar as this one. Glad to have read this one then!

Keep smiling Hun :)

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my innerfeeling said...

My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going
through a period of irreconcilable differences.

these lines touched my heart
n it happen in our life
very well written

my innerfeeling said...

My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going
through a period of irreconcilable differences.

these lines touched my heart
n it happen in our life
very well written

my innerfeeling said...

My thoughts should mirror my heart, but it seems they're going
through a period of irreconcilable differences.

these lines touched my heart
n it happen in our life
very well written

Ubaid said...

kafi had tak relate able :)

Ria said...

Hope this phase ends soon for u!! Hugs.

Blasphemous Aesthete said...

It's a funny situation, I've seen.
When we want, desperately want somebody to hear us and feel like no one understands.
Out of the blue, there comes a hero and picks us up. I wonder sometimes, is that hero just a hero for us, or is it in his nature to be a hero.

Though you say you were in doubt, your words were too clear. They had a certain elegance.
Maybe, doubt is fueling excellence in you.

:)
Take Care Nostalgic,

Blasphemous Aesthete

Jeweliot said...

I find it hard to trust and I doubt the real intentions of people who are a lil extra kind and sugary in words. I absolutely think that actions speak way louder than words and people who genuinely care.. make genuine efforts and when they do, it touches the heart. That's why we have at the most one or two best friends out of so many who claim to be friends. :)

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Sonshu said...

Nice post! :)

Princess said...

Ah ! do not worry :) at such times it is better to take a walk and relax till the waves of thoughts and passions by heart settle down to a same frequency !
It was the best I I could say ...
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