to sleep to you, to wake to you is all that i ask ..

My heart is completely occupied by his thoughts, all the times. I don't remember when was the last time I had him off my mind. Maybe, sometime even GOD gets amazed to see how much Ipraise him, he is like, my butterfly, or maybe more than that, but i think butterfly is something that takes your heart away, easily... When he talks to me, i feel like he just keeeeeeeps on talking and just that I love the way I can talk to him, approach him, spill my mind and heart out to him and still know that he will love me the same way, forever. It is always fine. I am easily emotionally blackmailed and so is he ..

H, darling, I'm so much in love with you today =) ...

Its amazing how I get awed by everything you do for me, I know I can count on you, always. I love it when you get all possessive about me, not wanting me to meet any of your colleagues, its overwhelming to know that you want to keep each and every inch of mine just for yourself. I love your innocence when you tell me, 'Baby, if only I could hide you somewhere and keep you away from this world ..' You have given me the confidence I lacked all my life, and I know if there would be no one I could trust, I'll have you by my side, whom I could confide in with all my life. You've given meanings to my formerly meaningless existence, you've showed a direction to my purposeless livelihood. My worries disappear when you're around, no pain, no agony. No thoughts of ambivalence or doubt. I feel your love when you hold me close to yourself, with the way you call out my name. I don't care what they are talking about, I don’t care what they feel or think. All I have learnt to ever care for is my selfish own self. And well now, all I care for is you. I love you for everything that you are, and well I'll love you for what you will become.
I have considered you to be the fragrance of my life which I cherish every second of my existence. All the days I have spent with you are indeed the most magnificent ones. You know H, I value every word that comes out of your mouth, how you sing for me late at nights, how you call my name, it feels so different in your mouth, how you let me cuddle into your arms.. and a million things I could pen down here which makes me fall for you deeper every day.
Never I can feel the same for another man, I know that now. I couldn't fall in love again, I hate to picture my life without you. I cannot make peace with the fact that there's a slightest possibility I could lose you. The slightest idea of losing you, even for a few moments, brings my heartbeat to a sudden halt. It rips me apart .. brings so much pain and tears all at once.

I love the way I can sense your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way I would feel when you’re by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do.

How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real. And I wish I’d have your name, someday.