Enigma ..

I am not sure if i'm ready to leave..
But; I don't think its safe if i stay.

Hold on..

When sadness was the sea, you were the one that taught me to swim.

Now, how can you leave me in the middle of an ocean?

FML!

Ah. If I could run miles away from my hometown. And don't look back to any memory for a couple of days. Somewhere nobody would know who am i and where i have come from. Somewhere pleasant and calm. Wouldn't that bring peace?!

Period.

Life is bringing a lot many challenges to me these days. More than i can handle. Its getting too hard for me to hold on. I see myself fading into the nothingness and darkness of disappointments.

I need a break. 

Don't make those a priority who make you an option.

Learnt.

No im not lucky, im blessed. Yes.

Our love burned, but now the smoke has cleared

Everything we had, just disappeared

Clearly it meant nothing to you

evidently, im over it, but thats not new.

Now i know what i shouldve known back then

Dont worry about me and what im up to

cause after you left me, i began dating real men. ;)

‎; dying of thirst in the middle of the ocean ..

Life is pretty fine to me, rather complete yet something is missing. A light, a direction, a charm .. maybe(?). I don't know what phase i'm going through these days but whatever it is - doesn't feel right. I am waiting for a change .. but this wait seems to be getting so longer now. Period.

Has it ever happened to you?

P.S I know the picture didn't come out good. So yes .. blerghhh!

Raw nerves ..

Ringlets of smoke, lost in the beauty of entwining each other.Then drifting apart, torn by their desire, and the pre-ordained fate.

That we all meet.

Eventually...

but the glory, for a few fleeting seconds;

is all that matters

in the end.